I have committed a violent crime.

And in the same way,
That third girl
The broader one with the beautiful face is
the one you will keep going back to
not because of the face aforementioned
but because of the entire conjecture over
her being a woman at all
and everything that comes with that.
Because just as the moth is both near and far away
and just as your mouth is both open and closed,
and just as you both do 
and do not have a scar on the back of your hand
Your girl is both a woman and something 
else
And you both killed her
and breathed into her
life
And you both loved her
And felt nothing for her
Because you are both innocent and guilty
Because you are both beautiful and
ugly.