A love poem for Ivan Idea.

Stop touching those candles

and stop

saying those stupid things,

You are fucking ridiculous

and 

repulsive

and the way you put commas in your sentences

makes me sick like a Mintie on a roadtrip

and you are so fucking beautiful that it tears my heart out 

So why can't you just put your tongue

back in

and stop being pleasant and enthusiastic 

Because you look so stupid
and I know you're not. 

And I wish you had loved me

But I wish I hadn't loved you,

because you are

pathetic

and I'm embarrassed by the cliché of loving your fucking face

and your horrible pile of bones.
Although your bottom lip was quite nice
and Jesus
you could speak
like no-one else. 
So I hope you'll be happy one day

but I doubt it because cowards are 
rarely 
happy.
And you 
are a coward
coward
coward.